my intellectual brain is lacking it’s usual capacity these days. programming languages seem nevertheless interesting, and yet exhausting.
just discovered a new blog by an old acquaintance, read half of it in half an hour. decided it was probably not the most productive thing to do and came here.
finished the AragoBEE yesterday, sort of like a java STAF service. felt really accomplished and ended up sleeping for 2 hours today at work.
really don’t want to be conformed to anything, restriction is the one thing I hate.
wrote Anind an email not long ago, quitting on the gps project. development was reaching a stallment stage, plus my funding from the organization ran its course, the phone I got from Anind also fell off the back of my car the other day. so with a combination of lack of interest, confusion, and dicouragement from Anind, I sent him an email…
called Joyce today, told her about my perception of time. i was sitting on the couch, watching tv, and mom came and talked to me, i felt slightly annoyed, because at the time i was focused on the tv in front of me. time lapsed, and suddenly i realized that that time passed by, whoosh, just like that. fourty years from now, if i look back at the time when i sat on the couch watching tv, and mom standing next to me, how would i feel about it then? material things lost can be regained.
just got a call from yingying, talked about her life, trip to china, haven’t seen her in a while, felt kind of warm knowing friends from the past still think of me as a close friend. decided to go to six flags, this time i need to ride the super man.
need to get daniel to the swimming pool, with his girlfriend. i haven’t even met her once, knowing that carlos already met her twice if not thrice. i need to catch up.
i know that soon, i will be looking back at this moment, me sitting at the kitchen table, typing this long and random blog, and yet tomorrow maybe the day after i will come back. doing something useful for once, recording my life, so that at the lowest and darkest moments in time, i still have this old beacon of light, reminding me of my original projectile path.